Also, keep in mind that living up to your purpose and pursuing your passions should not be hindered by conforming to societal expectations or pleasing others. I hope you've realised that you only have one life to live and that doing the right thing will bring you happiness.
Living ought to be about being yourself. In order to make them feel at ease, don't let anyone diminish your strength or intensity. Also, no one should make you feel bad about your impulses. Be true to who you are. Hopefully, you will allow yourself to learn how to set limits and resist being swept off your feet when you meet new people.
This lets you learn about them, avoid toxic or abusive relationships, and ultimately find easy, satisfying relationships. Because it appears suddenly, triggering trauma is difficult to deal with. It has nothing to do with the people who set it off. It is entirely dependent on its desire to be felt and, ultimately, to be healed. Trauma can be triggered in us or triggered in us, and we play all roles in it. Get rid of those negative beliefs. I hope this is clear. Improve your life, do something you're proud of, and have confidence. #unlearntolearn